Sometimes it really sucks feeling like you have no one feeling like you have no friends because you think that you have friends but they don’t feel the same way about you it sucks kind of makes you feel like well whats wrong with me that you don’t consider me your best friend or good enough to keep around and this is the worst feeling in the world feeling like you have no one and your not good enough and let me tell you feeling like your not good enough for anyone not even as a friend now that’s the worst feeling anyone can have and I’ll tell you first hand

So for the past 2 or 3 weeks I can’t sleep I’m physically and mentally exhausted but my body just doesn’t I usually fall asleep around 2 or 3 and then wake up a whole 3 hrs later to go to the place I hate almost the most which is school it gets worse everyday and that’s just a rant for a different time but back to fact that i don’t sleep you would think that a doctors office and the doctor a bunch of idiots they are would come up with even a bullshit reason as to why I can’t sleep other than they don’t know … Well bitch I thought you were a doctor your getting paid to diagnose my ass so diagnose it with something and they don’t know so that’s just straight up stupid because dumb bitches can’t do their job so everyday I get up with about 3 hrs max sleep on my back then get 4 different headaches throughout the day and it just gets worse then I want to go to sleep but I can’t so I do homework for hours then get in to bed at 8 to prepare myself to try to go to sleep and honestly I don’t even feel like trying anymore